Diary Entry #11 – Our Maternity Shoot Preview!

7/21/19 9:00 PM   My Aunt is still in the process of editing our photos from our maternity shoot today, so I only have this picture.. but I could not wait to share it! I haven’t announced my pregnancy to anyone but close family, a couple friends (literally 2), this blog, and my instagram—which I…

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Diary Entry #10

4:16 PM 7/10/19 I am still sick but I think it is finally starting to let up a bit. I haven’t done anything the last two days because I have been sick and being sick and pregnant makes getting around and getting things done feel impossible. My existential has not let up one bit and…

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Diary Entry #9

7/9/19 10:22 Pregnant and sick! Yay! Haha. But in all seriousness I am so uncomfortable and pregnant. Being sick while you are pregnant is the absolute worst and I was feeling way too confident because I haven’t caught a cold this whole pregnant.. but here I am. There is still so much to get done…

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Diary Entry #6

6/26/19 11:05 AM 2 days. 2 days until my sons 2nd birthday. It has been 2 years since I said hello and good bye at once. I don’t know how to process this right now, I don’t know what to write or say. I am preparing and wishing for what could have been. 2 years,…

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Diary Entry #4

6/16/19 Wow, I have been so busy lately. I was moving Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and have been trying to reorganize and get my house together in a way that makes me happy: decorating, organizing, cleaning, weeding etc. I am also approaching the the 2 year anniversary of my grandpa/dad dying and my son’s birthday.…

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Diary Entry #2

5/22/19 7:58 Lately I have been doing a lot of reflecting about my anger and what how it has shaped myself and how I interact with others. Being anger has always been a safety net for me; kept me away from people who hurt me, made others keep a distance, and always saved me from…

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Diary Entry #1

5/19/19 9:24 pm Today was an okay today, considering how hard the last week has been. My car got broken into for the second time (the first time they smashed my window), and they stole everything out of my glove box, which I had forgotten to take out my pink slip. We are also not…

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